Nothing

It is amazing...

How I know that there is nothing left there...broken, empty, lost...

But there is a weight in my chest that says differently...


Must be the void is filled with all of the tears I refuse to cry...





No time for this...

Must paint on the smile...

And pretend...

Just ignore and be silent...Like he just did to me...


(P.S. That wasn't nice to do...Thanks for giving a little heartbreak called "cold shoulder"...Nice Chistmas present...)



Ummmmmmm......

No need to pretend....

I don't need to depend on a man for my happiness.....

Oooooopssss!!!


I rock too much for that....

I have me to take care of....

My daughter to take care of and love....

And a REAL fucking life to live....


Go fly around the world and live your life in cyberspace looking for someone real - - Won't find it....Us real WOMEN have lives and can find REAL men to adore us for how awesome we are....


Hello new day and reality!

Why am I still complaining on here? Because it is my blog and I can do that - vent a little, so that I can keep my composure everywhere else. That man hurt my feelings a lot and repeatedly...A man shouldn't do what he did - - keep in contact with a woman almost every day for months and months and also tell a woman that he was going to reach out to her more and ask to see her repeatedly - - and break dates and tell her/talk about things that he did with me and then........just leave that woman hanging. No matter what. And to do it right before the Christmas...wow....