it did.......

yes, it did get...well, more interesting.............

stress level is high with my project...travel...training sessions...implementation

emotionally.....just pathetic

can't sleep....

not eating well....

and another one hit at work....not too bad

just the tingling in the fingers...spots of light....blinding pain....little nose bleed

thanks to the caffeine and sugar fix from J, since I didn't have anything on hand to kill the migraine....

that got resolved....until i got to mom's place

then it hit bad and the seizure put me down on the ground shaking....

mom hasn't seen one this bad....

only saw the results of the one really bad one when I was in t the hospital

this scared her......she held me until i stopped shaking

glad my tongue was numb....i took a good bite on it this time...

the latest script isn't working and i don't want to go up to topamax....

i don't have time to deal with this!

such an inconvenience....

it was a wonder that i convinced mom i was ok to drive home tonight....

even with my numb tongue and obviously numb hands, she let me go

and of course called me already to make sure i got here ok...

going to take a few things to kill the pain...do some yoga....

and hopefully get some sleep tonight

what could be next???

i don't know....

better find that salt....and throw a pinch over my shoulder or....

find one of grandma's good luck charms to cast....oh shit! missed yule's day for that.....

ok.....


a little yoga.....

maybe some FB time later if i can't sleep...

can't paint right now.....that brings out the stupid girly bit in me that i don't need

and i don't want music to fucking dance...


hey, guess i can do some more meditation

sure - - sounds like a plan