Here it is right before a 4 day long holiday weekend and where am I going??
Where would I like to go??? What will I be up to???? hmmmm....I know where I would absolutely love to go...ahhhhh that would be just fabulously incredible.....Sorry you can't read my mind. And I am not going to post that thought...You will have to ask the author for an autographed edition of that one yourself if you really must ask...
So how is a single girl like me going to celebrate this holiday weekend? With fireworks of course!! Just right outside of my place is the most spectacular view of 4th of July fireworks. And besides that I will be poolside...outside if it is sunny and inside if it is rainy. I will also have the love of my life with me...my girl.
I love her so much!!
That leads into the parental love subject - The truest form of love that no one can understand until they have children of their own. I could never understand how my mom and dad could get after me as a kid and then cry their eyes out after they got done yelling at ME. I understand now.
This morning when I went into wake up Iz, she looked like a cherub curled up under her tiger blanket. I couldn't help but sigh and feel all smooshy. I sat down next to her and gave her a big kiss on her cheek and whispered sweet lovey things moms do in her ear. I have never felt so blessed, so full of love, so happy then when I am with my girl.
I will carry on more tonight about my special girl - because that love is the most important and she deserves pages, if not books, about how wonderful she is...My girl is special.
Us mothers and fathers all say that, don't we?
Well, my daughter is very special...the chances of me having her period were close to impossible. It tooknearly 7 years, several doctors and treatments to have her. And just when I had ran out of hope...I found out I was going to be a mom. I was so scared after all of the many years since I was so very young, of one lost child after another. But it happened and now I have a sweet (and sassy like mom) little angel. I thank the heavens above for the chance of being a mom to such a wonderful person. I love her with all of my heart and soul. Said that phrase before...really didn't get the full concept until I was a mother.
Children serve a purpose in this life more than just repopulating this planet. Just when us adults begin to forget the important things of life...they come along and awaken us again. The feeling of cold dew on your bare feet as you walk through the just greening grass on the first day of spring. All of the colors you can name, or make up names for, in the midsummer sunset. How important hugs are...And why don't more people do that!!! Hugs every day - for everyone, maybe just because they shared a piece of candy with us. Just when you think you had the worst day ever and that the world is against you and your heart was broken...a simple pat on your head and a small hand wrapping around your finger disolves any aches that your heart may have felt a moment before.
My Iz has taught me more than I have ever learned in school, college, from work...much more important things. She has taught me to set sight on what is important:
Live life the best that you can and that you cannot share enough love. I know how important love is, now. She is a great teacher.
Thank you, Iz...
Your Sassy mom
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